ELENAS POV When I got to the waterfall, Neil was already there and he was pacing back and forth restlessly. He seemed to be anxious about something and that made me very nervous. We ran to each other and almost hugged but then we both remembered that we couldn’t do that. This was what Neil and I faced each time that we met and I was getting sick of it because it frustrated me more and more each time we met. I had hoped that I would find something to help me in the books that Sharon had given me to read but so far I had found nothing, the only helpful thing I had found in the books was how to get a handle on my powers and how to control them. I made the decision to take the books with me because I figured that I would need to learn as much about myself and the situation I found myself in a