For f***s sake, this is f*****g pointless. I am just running round in circles; I have no idea where dad is. It would be better if mom were out here looking for dad, after she is his mate. Mom thinks he is under the influence of something, but right now if I never saw him again that would be too soon. That's just how I feel after our last conversation, I would rather be out looking for Rick. Mom however thought it would be better to notify Rick's mom and fill her in just in case Rick did show up there in the same state he was in the last time I saw him.
Even if I do find him, I don't know what mom expects us to do? I have a tough time beating dad when it comes to sparring, I stand no f*****g chance if he is drugged out on something. We really should have produced a better plan then, let's
