Cole Flying home after my away game had me more determined than ever to situate my life. The s**t I had done, the mistakes I had made, are officially coming around full circle, showing me the error of my ways. I had f****d up everything good in my life. I had broken the heart of the one girl I vowed to marry back in the eighth grade. I tore apart the family that was right the f**k in front of me. I had the girl, beautiful daughter, everything in my reach and what did I do? I saturated it with gasoline and lit the f*****g match and now I am stuck watching it all burn. The rage, the anger, the need for vengeance over something that was totally out of Hannah's control led me down a path without her by my side. Now, all I am left with is memories of her love and to slowly watch her moving