'So, how do I say goodbye, to someone who's been with me for my whole damn life? you gave me my name and the colour of your eyes, I see your face when I look at mine, so how do I, how do I, how do I say goodbye?' ~ Dean Lewis Author's P.O.V. Grief is one of the strongest emotions human beings can ever experience and once it hits you, it never leaves you. Many people deal with grief in different ways, some get really angry, some get incredibly sad and can't stop crying, some go numb because they don't want to feel the pain from their loss and some even turn to alcohol and or drugs to cope. Right now, Adrianna is stuck on the brink between numbness and sadness and the scales can tip either way to her completely breaking down in sadness or her going numb. Adrianna is currently standing