Everyone joins us on the lower deck around a table we took from inside. Aurora and all of the people (besides Isaac’s friend who is also Pia’s hookup) I don’t know have gone to sleep.
I watch Pia and the guy kissing as they sit next to each other, and for a second I wish I were her. I miss…I don’t know. Liking someone. The act of kissing. I feel like I’ve been deprived of everything since we were put into lockdown.
I look over at Isaac next to them, engrossed in his phone. He tried making conversation throughout the night, but I mostly spent it talking to Isabella in our own little bubble. I don’t know if he’s just not interested anymore or if he feels that I’m not really interested anymore, but he stopped trying to make an effort. In a weird way, I’m glad. The only reason I miss it is b
