Alyssa's POV
I'm choosing to trust him.
I'm terrified.
But I'm choosing to trust him.
I've spent time with him alone twice now, and he hasn't even tried to hurt me. He hasn't even raised his voice. The entire time I was in the hospital, at his place, in front of Kaylin and Violet. He's never been mad.
In all my bad memories of bad Ryker, he didn't care who was around; there was nothing that would stop his anger or stop him from hurting Violet or me.
But Good Ryker is different. I don't have good and bad memories of today. I just have good memories. Even when he was hugging me, and I was scared, he was still gentle, and no matter how scared my head was, my heart was calm and happy. God, that probably makes no sense. I sound crazy. Oh my god, I'm crazy. He's made me crazy. It was a
