Vic The moment I walk into the kitchen I can feel something is off. The way Blu is sitting holding her body up, it’s like she’s carrying the whole world on her shoulders. I want to hold her but I can’t for obvious reasons. my hands are full. I put the groceries on the island and walk to her line of vision. “Hey,” I say holding my breath, she replies and smiles but it’s not her real smile. She’s trying to hide her feelings from me. I know, because she’s done it many times in our relationship. She’s like a Pandora’s box with her many deadly secrets. “You look thoughtful,” I say not really sure what to say. This is not how I imagined our night will pan out. I was hoping to cook us a great dinner and then we can have a peaceful night in where we talk about Xavier and us working to