Vic I watch the wheels turn in Xavier's mind. I keep my eyes away from Blu because I don't want to see the shock in her eyes. She's been acting weird all night ever since Xavier arrived. Well, except when he touched her back while I was taking the meat outside. That had been the only time she reacted honestly, and without the anxiety she seems to feel whenever Xavier and I are in the same room. I know if I look at her... I am going to change my mind. And not go ahead with my only shot at happiness, because I don't like seeing her unhappy. But this is for us. She might not know it yet. I just need Xavier to agree to this. And then we will see what happens. I know that my idea is a bit crazy, but I've been thinking if we are in the same space… same room surely something… I don't k