Blu
I stare at the tiled wall in the bathroom, and try to figure out how I feel. A jumble of feelings swirls deep inside me, and I can’t seem to be able to pick them apart. It’s like a web I can’t unravel.
Dammit…
I move to the mirror and stare at myself. I take a deep breath.
Time to be honest Blu, I say to my reflection. I give myself a nod, and then go in on myself.
Do you want to have a baby? because that might happen if you don’t drink that pill…
My palms sweat a little as I think deep about the question and the consequences that will follow.
It’s not that simple, I tell my reflection.
I groan, because that’s not the answer we should be having right now.
Fuck… I turn from the mirror, stuffing the pill back into its packet, and plastic bag.
I touch my stoma
