Waking up in a bright environment, was I dead?. What am I going to tell God when I finally face him, what am I going to tell him was the reason While I killed my self, I hope Brandon was okay and living a healthy life without me and then the sound of the machine beeping drawn my attention to my environment again and then I realised I was at the hospital not dead and my wrist was wrapped with bandages and it hurts like hell and then Jasmine rose from where she was lying down to look at me and saw me staring at her and she quickly Ran to face me “ hey, princess are you okay, why did you do that? why did you try killing yourself?. Did you think by doing that you will be free from all this and did you even think of Brandon all your friends or your grandmother or your parents did you even