.I ignored their voices while I ran to my room, shutting the door after me, while they kept knocking and calling my name to come open then the door for them, my dad has no right to be angry with me, we don’t tell our hearts what it does, we don’t help it to choose who it will beat for. My heartbeat for Brandon what does he want me to do, deny my love for Brandon and pretend nothing ever happened between Brandon and I and travel to another country to start a new life and been in pains all my life, I can never do that, I can never be happy with no Brandon in my life, that’s death to me. He said if I don’t break up with Brandon he will kill me, no need for him to soil his hands with my son, I rather help him out and do the justice my self. I rather kill my self than been apart from Brandon,