I couldn't concentrate during dinner, here I was sitting close to a complete stranger who my parents said is my grandmother, if she was my grandma, how come I haven't seen her this while, from my childhood to my adulthood I haven't come across that face so how do I believe she is my grandma thou I have heard about how busy she was, but who gets too busy to see their own grandxhild, she is first if a kind that I have seen. After desert I excused myself telling them that I was exhausted and needed to sleep, but the truth was that I was tired of seeing her face and wanted to leave because I felt she doesn't love me or accepts me as her grandchild that's why she never once did came to see me. Many children received lots of gifts from their grandparents but I received none and now here