Calling Brian after how many months of being in hiding for the fact that I hurt him and broke the trust he had for me was like a death sentence to me, I didn’t expect him to pick my calls, I ever gave up on calling him after he declines it on the fifth attempt he finally picked and the response was exactly what I was excepting, the hate was there, I could fill the anger in his voice and each word he spoke out was like an arrow piercing through my heart, the words he spoke were little compare to what I did to him. I wanted us to see and talk and then get to apologise to him one on one rather than through the phone, he hesitated a little before Brandon spoke to him to give me a chance and then he ended the call and sent me the address of where he was staying in Canada, I didn’t dare to a