Another day of training. And with that, a day closer to the moment I am trying not to think about. The day, The Lance wants to separate its lands and destroy the rest of the world. It' already three in the morning when I finish the meditation session with Camila. For a woman her age, her stamina is better than mine. Carol is waiting for me at the door, with a blue rose in his hand. The red, he says, is too much of a cliche, the blue one is prettier, more mysterious, like the night. My exhaustion evaporates as I see him. "You look dead. Still beautiful, but dead." He mocks me with a smirk. "But unfortunately, I am alive." I answer with a dramatic sigh as I throw myself into his arms. He kisses the top of my head and then lifts me up like a princess. "What are you doing? Put me down

