It is the next day and once again, I have stayed up all night long trying to come up with a new plan. This is my second night in a row whee I have not slept for a minute and I finally feel it getting to me. I am exhausted. I keep dozing off and catching myself zone out of conversations. I can't think straight. I keep making clumsy mistakes like putting the bread in the freezer. I can tell that my parents have noticed these mistakes too. They are adamant on keeping my inside the house today so that I can get some rest and relax for a while. They are concerned about my physical health as well as my mental health. I understand that they are my parents and are very concerned about their daughter but keeping me away from the search will do more damage than good.
How can I rest now while knowi
