My head is spinning. I sit down and try to catch my breath. I always knew that this was an option but it never crossed my mind that it would actually become a reality. I always thought that he would chose me. I thought he knew what is right from wrong and would stand up against bullies like his father. But clearly I was wrong. Like father like son. He is just as bad as his own father if not worse. He lead me on and made me believe like he actually cared about me. How could I be so stupid? How could I be so naive and believe his lies. I should not have given him a second chance after he told me the truth about why he was here in the first place. I will never forgive myself for being so dumb. My father was right. I should have listened. And now, now I am facing the reality of potentially hav
