When I finally fall asleep, I find myself deep in an unknown forest. I am surrounded by darkness and I don't know which way is out. I am lost, and nobody is looking for me. Nobody cares that I am gone. Gone without trace. As if I was never in their lives. Everyone who once claimed they loved me and would always be by my side, celebrate as I am banished to the uncertainty of this maze of trees. I see their heads floating in the clouds. They are all looking down at me with disappointment in their eyes. Whispering "she had so much potential but she let it all get inside her head," as they fly above me. I know this is a dream. But no matter how hard I try to wake up, I can't. I am stuck in my biggest nightmare. Nobody can help me now. I am lost. Lost forever, and nobody is looking for me.
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