MIKE Everything was going well and I love having her next to me right now but when she said that she will not leave my side it was as if something snapped. Suddenly, I could not control my tears any longer and I tried to look away finding a way to control my tears. But it was as if a waterfall was opened and there was no controlling my tears. I did not have a lot of people in my life that stick with me through things like this. I have one best friend and my mother, even my father decided to abandon me. Every girl that I dated the moment they found out that there was something wrong with me they would find some kind of an excuse to get away. I never had a woman in my life that would stand by me while I go through the deepest and darkest times of my life. But now I have Amy next to me and

