MIKE
I feel my heart starting to race out of control and suddenly Amy is not next to me anymore. I almost go into shock by how quickly she left my bed and then she stands there just saying I should calm down. I need to stop doing what I am doing and thinking what I am thinking.
The thought of me getting close to Amy is driving me insane and could quite literally be the death of me. I sit upright and look away from her. I can feel my breathing is shallow and I am not getting enough oxygen.
"Okay...I think you should...maybe you should just leave? Just give me a few minutes to think about dead puppies or something?"
I watch her nod her head and then she quickly leaves the room. I really did not want her to leave but I know that I should get my heart rate down. I take deep breaths and try
