Lennox
I CAN’T believe this. Nagawa kong..fuck! Why I can’t even remember what happened last night? Did I really seduce her? Did say any f*****g words to allure her and I bedded her!
But she’s only nineteen?! f**k my d**k!
I wiped the stain of blood on my lips and shook my head. I knew--I was attracted at her, at Hope, pero malakas pa rin naman ang pagpipigil ko sa sarili para ‘Wag siyang sunggaban--oh f**k! Yeah, I am really f****d up. At my age--31--I was attracted at the 19 year old college student who happens to be my sister’s bestfriend and our neighbor. f**k my ass! I swear, I’m not a pedophile. God.
But what can I do? I married her. Well, I’m scared I might spilled my babies in her and got her pregnant and the last thing I wanted to do was having an illegitimate child. I am.
