About the middle of the day, Gavin came over to my room to check up on me. He told me that he decided it was best not to check up on seeing as he heard that I was otherwise occupied when he got in last night. He also decided to give me a few hours today since my company hadn’t left.
Being with Cole like this was a dream. We wanted each other so much, but there were things in our lives that we wanted. It made it difficult to be together, especially now that I was trying to get into this music program. Cole had an entire life back home. Asking him to uproot his life to be with me in LA would be selfish and that I just couldn’t do.
Cole was in the bathroom, finishing showering while I was standing in the kitchen making some coffee. Gavin walked over toward me, taking a seat on o
