Bailee’s POV
I squeeze Nurse Alicia’s hand so tightly, she whimpers but she continues to let me abuse her fingers as I push through the pain, bringing my second child into this world.
‘You are doing so well Bailee, the head is out, just a few more pushes and they’ll be here’ Doctor McKinock tells me as I fall backward into the pillow behind me, sweat trickling down the side of my face.
‘I’m too tired’ I whisper, staring beseechingly up at the nurse who uses her free hand to brush my hair from my forehead.
‘Are you sure about Beta . . ‘ Alicia asks me for the third time worriedly. I know why she’s asking me, the bond will help with the contractions, sooth me, make the birth easier, but I don’t care, I don’t want him here.
‘No’ I hiss, feeling the need to push again, ‘I don’t . . need .
