I feel a little better after my talk with my brother, he gave me no advice that could help with my decision, but to know that at least he is behind me and accepting of whatever I decide, calms me. I use up my time waiting for seven o’clock tidying up my room, which is, to be frank, a bomb site in the making. When did I acquire all these clothes? I swear I didn’t buy them all, yet I have to accept the reality that I cannot see the floor right now. I also grudgingly admit that it is due to discarded clothes from various panic induced changes before dates with my mates. Six o’clock and I’m back to throwing clothes everywhere searching for an outfit for my date with Caden. Settling on jeans and a strappy top covered with a hoodie, I pull on my ankle boots, just as a knock sounds on my door.

