ELINA Every time someone mentions that stupid wedding, my stomach turns. I know many notice it and those who like me seem to avoid the subject at all costs, while those who don't like me very much seem to have fun talking about it as much as they can, taking advantage of any opportunity to mention it; Zane has been quite understanding, he more than any other person has avoided talking about it after the day he informed me about the wedding; however, when night comes and it's just the two of us in the room, he seems determined to make me forget everything else, especially Bastian and his impending marriage. And even though the first few days I didn't really want to do anything other than try to sleep, so I could get rid of the intrusive thoughts of the day, I soon realized that until the