ELINA
I have been waiting all night with an anxiety only comparable to the one I felt the day the attack occurred on the camp where my family was, I don't know at what point I agreed to stay behind and not be part of the rescue team, I should have gone with them, this was my idea, it is my brother we want to rescue, and they are my people, I should be leading the group right now and not here in the rogue castle, walking from side to side while listening to my uncle complain and repeat over and over again that this plan is a bad idea.
"At least you paid attention to when we asked you to stay here, if you had gone there and things went wrong, the war would end there before it even started," he tells me, and I have to bite my tongue to avoid answering him, because I know I could say things
