Vivi's p.o v
I finally got medicine to help with the pain of going into heat. Jesse tried to convince me to call Evan so she could help me, but I am not ready. I stand infront of the mirror with my clothes off. I can not let Evan see me naked ever. He will be disgusted by these huge scars. They will remind him that I wasn't capable of protecting our pup. He shouldn't have to see my messed up body. He should find someone with an amazing body. I quickly get dressed and head to class. One thing that has been going great are my classes. I have met a lot of people. Mostly humans and some wolves out here too. Noone here knows that I lose my pup unless they watch me on social media. Noone has brought it up though. My niece and nephew are a great distraction tion although they remind me of what I
