James
I am content simply that she accepts me again. Any desire I have to make love with her is eclipsed by her need for healing, and not just healing of the body.
I don't try to touch her, not beyond a kiss on the cheek or a hand on the arm...
.... Nothing s****l ....
For all that I know there is far more to her than a beautiful face and body, I miss the physicality of how it was. I want to make love with her. I want to romp and rejoice with her....
.... but right now. I am content to wait while she heals....
And I wait and hope for more, for the time when we two will be as we were before....
.... We three....
Then I was Master. Now I am the Supplicant.
We have not made love since my sin against her, but that's fine. Happy simply to make my peace with her, I want to love her wit
