"Get off me! Let go! I can't take this anymore! I'm begging you..." I shoved him away with all my strength, but his body was like unyielding steel. Despair welled up inside me, and I broke down into loud, wrenching sobs. "Why me... Why do you have to do this to me... Please, I'm begging you, just let me go. I can't keep living like this, please..." Overwhelmed by my own raw vulnerability, my struggles grew feeble. I buried my face against his chest and wept uncontrollably. I couldn’t take it anymore! His presence had turned my life into something filthy, something unbearable—like living in hell, every single day a torment to my soul. I hated myself for giving in, despised my own weakness. It was my own surrender that had led me here, sinking deeper into this abyss with no

