Levi
The word written on the notepad from Samantha was etched in my brain. I remembered every sentence, word by word. "f**k!" I destroyed everything in my room after she hung up on me. Every last piece of anything that reminded me of her was destroyed. It was true that I had been pushing her away, but the s**t about me sleeping with other women wasn't right. I did try to f**k this one chick, that was the chick who left the hickie, but I couldn't go through with it. As far as the lipstick and soaked boxers go, I have been going to strip clubs at night and jerking myself off later. It was pathetic of me, but I couldn't find it within myself to go home and sleep with her after everythin
