Jessica If I were given the chance to redo things I’ve done after waking up, I will go and try to not wake up at all—but instead of just staying unconscious, I will have my senses awake so that I can feel and hear them even I am not opening my eyes at all. I want to be aware of who can I trust, who should I be wary of, and who should I keep away from my circle. I do not want to be presented in this world without knowing anything about myself. Patience might help me stay sane even with no memories, but with everyone testing me almost every day, I can only pray that I won’t lose control. When I first talked with that woman who claimed to be my mom who doesn’t want me at all, I felt furious and sad for my pitiful self. As a result, I thought that maybe, she’s just the same with everybody e