Jessica Dear diary, Every day has been a wonderful day for both Alex and I. Since he took another day off the work to spend his time with me so we can both prepare for the upcoming fashion show, we were always together and that made me so happy. It almost felt surreal. But while we shut ourselves from the world, I’ve been wondering about a lot of things since while at home, I have more time to weigh things down—why is Nine quiet lately? I have a feeling that Alex and him are not on total good terms, so I hope everything will get patched up for the both of them. I was actually expecting that because of the news of my big game, my family will do something about it. Why are they being quiet? There are only two things that can answer that question: they are planning something that needs mo