(Lumi) I wanted him. I wanted him more than I have ever wanted anything in my life, and I didn't know what that meant. It was like this deep part of me was taking over. Not Cascadia, but something else. Something deeper... something darker. The moment my lips were on his, I became addicted. He felt more like home to me than anything had in years. Having his arms around me, feeling his body pressing into mine, I actually felt safe. Something I didn't know existed anymore, and I know I'm moving too fast, but I've yearned to not be alone for so damn long. I never want to be alone ever again. Please, Sterling, don't leave me alone again. I felt Sterling's hands squeeze my butt firmly. The feel of his fingers digging into my flesh caused this weird tingling sensation to flutter in my core