I bit my lip trying to prevent myself from moaning. I closed my eyes and sighed heavily. You can do that, Verine! I opened my eyes, I was exposed to what was being done that was not yet finished, I looked at the others who were focused on what they were doing. I can’t f*****g focus on what I’m doing. I gripped harder on my scalpel and tried to move my hand. I failed to feel the force of intensity in my femininity. I let go of the handle and was slightly bent over and very close to the table. I tried to keep my legs together while crossing my ankles to help me compose myself. But that doesn’t seem to help, I feel a slight tingling because of the sensation I feel when I’m a woman. Damn it really! I don’t know why I agreed to do this! We are here below while we are s