My Mates Fight For My Heart

A visit

Blair's POV

I know Damien is handsome and deadly. I know he does not believe in love, but why are my parents doing this? Are they trying to make me see that I do not love him and need to escape him? Are they telling me to listen to my heart and choose Lorens or Oliver? I do not trust them, and I have other plans. I am planning to live my own life. When I run away, I will break my bond with Damien and not come back. I will live a free life without anyone telling me what to do. I walk up and down in my room. Lilith comes in and looks at me.

"Your bags are packed. Damien and Chris will be very busy in Paris, and it will be our time to escape," Lilith whispers. Jason is always close to me, so we need to whisper so he does not hear us.

"What about Jason?" I ask.

"We can always make a plan with him," Lilith says.

"Great idea. I would love to live overseas in a country where Damien can not find us," I say. We are whispering.

"Yeah, me too, but you should know by now that Damien will not let go easily. We will have to hide where he will not expect us to hide," Lilith says.

"Yeah, I was thinking the same thing. Will you miss Chris?" I ask.

"Yes, I will miss him like crazy as he is my mate, and our wolves have a strong bond, like your and Damien's wolves, but he does not appreciate me, and I can not go on like this forever," Lilith says. She looks sad.

"I am sorry you are so sad," I say.

"It is okay. I will survive. For my wolf and I, it is very sad to be with a mate that loves his job more than he loves us," Lilith says.

"Yeah, and Damien demands that all his men give their all as he does," I say. I understand that if I fall in love with Damien, he will be the same as Chris. Like my mother, his pack will always come before the one he is supposed to love and be with. His mate is not as important to him as his pack and will always stay the same. I know that is not why he lost Alessa. Lilith told me everything about her. She only wants money. She wants to live like a queen. Someone knocks on my door, and I open it. Chris is standing there looking angry.

"Luna, we need you in the Alpha's office. He went out for a while, and Alessa is here insisting on talking to him, and she refuses to leave. I look at Lilith, and Lilith smiles at me. I swear that woman was reading my mind. Why is she here?

"Come with me," I say to Lilith. I am not afraid of Alessa, and I know she is weak, and we found out about her witch friend. One of my witch friends from school called me and warned me about the witch that wanted to put spells on me. They gave me a talisman that I could wear to protect myself against all evil and good magic. She was at the party the night I almost got poisoned with wolfsbane, and she wanted to protect me. I am glad she was there and could sense the magic and the witch and discover everything about Alessa and her witch friend.

We walk to Damien's study, and I am already pissed off because my parents came here uninvited! I am not in the mood to deal with Alessa. Lilith and I walk into the study. Alessa turns around and sees Lilith and me standing before her. She does not look happy at all.

"I am waiting for Damien, and I am not here to see you," Alessa says.

"Well, he is not here, so I am in charge if he is not here. You can discuss your business with me," I say. I am still pissed off at her for trying to poison me.

"It is personal between Damien and me. I am not here on official business," Alessa says.

"Everything you have to say to my mate, you can say to me," I say. I see she is looking at the ring on my finger. I know it was Damien's grandmother's ring, and Lilith told me Alessa always begged Damien for the ring, but he refused to give it to her as he did not want to give it to her before he was sure he wanted to be with her forever.

"That ring is supposed to be mine," Alessa says.

"No, it is not. You should ask your mate to buy you a ring. Now, what can I help you with? If you do not want to talk to me, you may leave," I say.

"Listen, I am here to talk to Damien. I know he still loves me and wants me back as his Luna. He is not even interested in dark-haired women like you. He likes blonds like me," Alessa says.

"That is not what he told me last night," I say.

"Oh, please, I know you do not sleep in one bed," Alessa says.

"I do not know where you got your information, but you are wrong. We stay in the same bedroom, and I keep my mate happy. He is sexy, and his body is perfect. He pleases me every night," I say.

"Damien! Honey! Tell me it is not true," Alessa says, looking at someone behind me. I turn around and see Damien standing behind me with a grin.

"I am glad I am keeping you satisfied, my baby," Damien says as he pulls me into his arms. I forced myself not to blush as I did not expect him to walk in. I hug him, and he kisses me passionately. I hear Alessa clearing her throat behind us. I can see Lilith and Chris smiling as they walk out slowly.

"Excuse me! Can you two stop your performance? All of us in this room know you are not sharing a bed, as your little mate has two other mates," Alessa says.

"She is my mate, and she does not care about them," Damien says.

"You know you are still in love with me," Alessa says to Damien.

"I know I was never in love with you," Damien says.

"I do not believe you. This little girl is not half the woman I am," Alessa shouts.

"I am more than the woman you are. Besides, Damien likes the energy I bring to our bed. He told me last night you were boring in bed, and I am so excited and young and new," I say without even looking at her. I look at Damien's face, which looks down on me, and I can see he is getting hot and bothered.

"Excuse us, Alessa," Damien says as he picks me up and carries me out of the study.

"Damien! Come back here! I need to talk to you! You are not fooling me!" I hear Alessa shouts from the study. We reach a bedroom door. I have never been in this bedroom before, and Damien kicks the door open with his foot. As we enter the room, he puts me down and closes the door behind him.

"Now, you better put your money where your mouth is," He says to me. I back away from him, but he walks closer to me slowly, like a predator stalking his prey. I can see the door handle turning and know Alessa has followed us. I stop and drop the dress I put on after my parents left on the ground, standing in the sexy underwear Damien bought me. Damien looks surprised, but then he walks towards me, picks me up, and puts me on the bed as Alessa walks in. Damien is taking off his shirt. I see Alessa's face go white. Her face looks angry, and she storms at Damien as if she wants to pull him away from me. Damien must have sensed her as he turns around and pushes her away. She falls to the ground and starts crying. I know it is crocodile tears, and I am sure Damien also knows it.

"How can you do this to me?" She asks.

"You made your choice long ago, Alessa. It would be best if you thought before leaving me for my best friend. Now, will you please leave my mate and me alone? We are busy with something, and you are interrupting us," Damien says.

"I am going to kill myself. I have no will to live anymore," Alessa cries.

"Don't do it here. We do not want to clean up the mess in our bedroom," I say. Damien sighs as he takes out his phone and calls someone.

"Vincent, can you come and take your bloody Luna out of my house before I kill her and your whole pack!" Damien says and hangs up.

"How dare you call Vincent? I am going to leave, and you will look like a fool," Alessa shouts. I laugh.

"How dare you come here and walk into our bedroom?" I ask. Damien looks irritated as I get out of bed and put on my dress.

"You are not going anywhere, Alessa. You will stay here until your mate comes to pick you up," Damien says. He is pissed off. I can tell, as it is the second time he has been interrupted when trying to have s*x with me. I can not help but laugh at Damien's face. He glares at me as he knows I must have seen her enter the room, so I drop my dress.

"I will get you for this," He whispers into my ear as Alessa tries to run down the stairs to get away.

"I am sure you will, one day," I say as I run out and grab Alessa by her hair and drag her to the study.

"You are not going anywhere. You will wait here for your mate and explain to him what you did and why we will destroy your pack and you," I say. Damien smiles as if he likes what I have just done and said. I am becoming more like him, but I do not care. I want to get this b***h out of here, but before she goes, she must tell her mate what she has done. I want their pack destroyed, and I want her and her witch destroyed. I will not let anyone bully me again. I had had enough of it all. I want to ruin my bullies. Does that mean I want to destroy my two other mates and their coven and pack as well? Hell, yes, I want to. Maybe before I leave Damien and the pack, I will use them to get even with all my bullies.

"I think it is time we take out a few packs and covens. We will take out your old mate and my two other mates," I say to Damien. He smiles as he looks at me in disbelief. I can see he does not trust me and know I am up to something, but I do not care. He can not prove that I am planning anything. All I want is revenge for all the years I have suffered, and I will not allow new packs and other creatures to bully me again. One day I will be strong enough to get my revenge on my own, but for now, I will have to use Damien and his pack. I will not allow anyone to bully me or anyone I love again. I love Lilith, and one day, I will get revenge for her. I will make Chris pay for making her so sad. I look at Lilith, who knows what I am planning, and she smiles in approval.

I am still holding Alessandria by her hair, and I will not let her go until her mate gets here. She needs to be taught a lesson. I smile at Lilith, who I can see loving the position Alessandria is in. Alessa, as they call her, is not looking happy. Her hair is messy, and she wants to look her best for Damien. Boo-hoo, I will teach her to come to look for s**t at my packhouse. I am the Luna here, and I am the one in charge. I will not let her come here to seduce my mate. Am I jealous? I wonder.

I do not know. Why am I so aggressive towards Alessa, and why do I allow her to upset me so much? She is not a threat to me, and I know Damien does not even see her as a potential mate anymore. Still, I do not like her staring at my mate like she wants him. I am angry and frustrated. I almost had s*x with Damien, and it was all her fault! Did I want to have s*x with my mate? I do not know. My wolf cries out for him, but I know he does not believe in love and will never love me! He wants me to be a breeding machine! I can not allow that as I have feelings and am done with creatures that only want to use me. I am done being bullied into things I do not want to do. I will not allow Damien to dominate me, as I am as strong as he is. He may be my Alpha, but I am his Luna, and he needs to respect me. I will not give in to him.

Damien looks at me, holding Alessa by her hair. I can see he is amused, and I know he thinks I am doing it because I am jealous and do not want her near my mate. He is wrong. I am not jealous and do not care. I do not love him like I do not love my other mates. As a matter of fact, I hate my other mates, and I do not care how hard they try. They can never win my heart. They have been my bullies my whole life, and now, suddenly, they want me. I am nobody's plaything and will not allow them to use me. I am done with all of them, but I like that they think they still stand a chance with me. I want to take them down, but can I use Damien and his pack? I do not know if I am that heartless. I know that Oliver and Lorens both want me to be their mate. Can I forgive them for the past? I do not think so. I think my best revenge will be not to destroy their packs but to run away where none of my three mates can get me. I can not be as heartless and let someone innocent pay for the sins of their Alpha or Prince. What about the children in the packs and covens suffering because of my pettiness? I do not feel sorry for Alessa, though. She has to get what is coming to her.

"Let me go, you b***h!" She screams at me.

"Why are you afraid of what your mate might think of you? Or are you afraid of what your pack members will think of their Luna?" I ask.

"I do not care about the pack! They can think of me whatever they want to," Alessa says.

"Well, then, you are not worthy of being a Luna. A Luna's pack should be her first concern," I say, and I know I will never be able to use this pack as they are like my children, and I feel like a mother to them. I can see Damien smiling in approval, and he knows I can never use his pack for my petty revenge.

"What did you just say, Alessa?" A voice comes from behind us.