My Mates Fight For My Heart

A new home

Blair's POV

The house we pull into is no packhouse. It looks more like a Castle and is even bigger than the Vampire Castle I visited with my father. I get out and look around. It is beautiful but not very old, unlike the vampire's Castle. It is more modern, and I like it. I walk inside with Damien.

"Where is my room?" I ask.

"You mean our room?" Damien asks.

"Nope, my room. I told you I would not sleep with you until I knew how I feel about you. Also, I can always reject you and take one of my other mates," I say.

"No, you can not! You are my mate, Blair, and you made your choice," Damien says.

"You forced me to become your mate, so I do not think it counts," I say. I will not let him force me into anything else.

"You are still young. I will forgive you for that, but when you are ready to have s*x, I will make sure it is with me and not one of your other mates," Damien says as he walks to his office and slams the door.

"You should not piss him off like that, Luna," The Beta tells me.

"And you are?" I ask.

"My name is Christopher, but you can call me Chris, Luna," Chris says.

"Well, call me Blair," I say.

"I can never do that. I will not live to see the next day. Damien is jealous of you, and I think it is because he has already lost his heart to you, but he will never admit it. You will have to give him time and be patient with him, Luna. He had a hard life," Chris says.

"Well, Chris, show me my room, and I do not believe for one moment that he is capable of love. He is rude and cruel," I say.

"He is afraid to love, Luna. Alessandra hurt him, and his best friend at that time, Vincent, betrayed him for a woman. Alessandra is beautiful, but not like you. She has another kind of beauty. Something that not all men like. She knows she is gorgeous, and she uses it to her advantage. On the other hand, you do not see how beautiful you are, Luna. It makes you more desirable, and when you stand against her, your dark beauty will stand out against her lighter beauty. She is blond, but you have this beautiful raven-black hair. Besides, Damien did not have the best childhood either," Chris says. I understand he wants his new Luna to understand his Alpha better and not leave him as Alessa did. Maybe he is worried that Damien will be unable to stand another love lost, and he will be broken forever. I do not know.

"Well, he will have to work for my love, and boo-hoo, I also did not have a great childhood, but I am not going to go around and take it out on other creatures," I say.

"You are something else. I must admit I love that my friend has a mate like you. I know Alessandra wants him back and has tried so many times to get to him, but so far, I have prevented it, and to be honest, Damien is not interested in seeing her again," Chris says.

"Well, I do not care about her. All I care about is settling in now and becoming used to my new surroundings. So show me my room, please, Chris," I say. I do not know why I do not like the idea of the b***h coming near Damien. I know I am not in love with Damien, but my wolf side does not want another wolf near her mate. My vampire side does not care. I feel like my vampire side is slightly too kinky for my liking. I do not care at the moment, as all I care about is finishing school and planning to get my life back, which Damien took from me. I want to go to university, and I want to make something out of my life, and he came into my life and just took me away from all my plans. I know I will not let go of my dreams, and I want to become something in life and not depend on my mate for the rest of my life. As a matter of fact, I feel like not choosing any of the three creatures as my mate and running away when I get the chance. I am Damien's mate by default, but I have the power to end it, and I will not let anyone tell me what to do and what not.

"Let me show you your room. I will have to put you in Damien's mother's room. She is long dead like his father, and I do not know if he will like it, but that is the only room I feel is suitable for a Luna. The rest of the rooms are not so nice," Chris says.

"I do not want her room. Please give me any room. I am used to not having the best room in the house anyway," I say.

"You are ours, Luna. We will not disrespect you by giving you a room not up to standard with your status," Chris says.

"Well, I am not like other Lunas, and I will pick my room," I say. Chris looks at me as if I am from Venus.

"If that is what you want, Luna," Chris says.

"Yeah, that is what I want. Where did Alessandra sleep?" I ask. Chris looks like he is going to faint.

"Please, Luna, don't do this to me," Chris asks.

"She did not sleep with Damien?" I ask.

"She had her room for the nights she did not spend with him," Chris says.

"Well, I want that room," I say.

"Fine, but if Damien goes off on me, I am going to say you picked the room," Chris says. Still not looking too sure about it all. I walk into the room and see pictures of a beautiful blond all over the room. What strikes me is that it is only her, and there are no photos of Damien with her. I look at Chirs and start taking pictures of the wall. He looks at me as if I am crazy. He runs out, and I know he will call Damien as he does not want to get in trouble. I rip all the pictures off the wall and throw them in a heap. Damien comes walking in with Chris. He looks at me, amused.

"What are you doing," Damien asks.

"Moving into my new room, and I can not have another woman staring at me all the time. You can have the photos if you want them. They are all there," I say and show them to the heap of pictures in the corner where I put them.

"Burn them, Chirs. It is about high time we cleaned out this room," Damien says. I do not know who is more surprised, Chris or me. I did it to piss off Damien, but he does not even seem bothered.

"You can make this room as you like, and it is your room until you move in with me," Damien says. He walks out and smiles as he looks at the surprise on our faces.

"You did it to piss him off, and it backfired," Chris laughs.

"Not funny," I say, a little disappointed.

"You wanted him to make a scene! Damn, you are evil," Chris laughs.

"Yeah, well, I was hoping he would kick me out, and it is not funny," I say. I wanted to anger Damien and let him go so I could return to school and university, and I was him laughing it off and walking away. I feel disappointed as I wanted him to be angry.

"I do not think he is in love with Alessandria anymore," Chris laughs.

"Well, I guess he is not, or he is hiding it very well," I say.

"I will bring my mate to help you move in. Her name is Lilith, and she is a good person. I do not want any of his other lovers near you, Luna, as I do not trust them," Chris says.

"Well, if you are so nice, I bet she is better than you. I bet she is beautiful, and you do not deserve her," I say. I hear a giggle from the door, and a beautiful brown-haired girl is watching us.

"That was rude, Luna. I was just nice to you," Chris says.

"Until you ran to your Alpha and reported me for throwing out his ex-luna's photos," I say.

"You did that? Christopher Jackson! How dare you go against our new Luna?" The girl says.

"I bet your name is Lilith, and you are now pissed off at your mate. He helped me a lot today, and I was teasing him," I say and smile at the girl.

"Yes, my name is Lilith, and I want you to know one thing, Luna. I am going to be your best friend, and if you decide to leave, I will be leaving with you," Lilith says. I laugh as I know she is saying it to piss off Chris.

"Like hell, you will leave me. I will not allow it! You know I love you, darling," Chris says.

"Then why do you always pick your stupid Alpha over me? I think he is a chauvinist. Like you, Christopher!" Lilith says. I laugh, and I see Christ frown.

"I like you, Lilith. I think we are going to make a great team," I say, although I know I will never take her away from her mate, even if she wants to go with me when I run away. As I said, I think I chose no one as my mate.

"I like you as well, my Luna, and do not think that if you run away for one minute, I will not go with you. You see, Chris over here cares more about the pack and his Alpha than me," She says. I can hear that she is sad about it and that Chris is not even considering it an injustice against his mate. I wonder about these hybrids. I wonder if they can even have feelings for their mates because of the vampire side. I know that my wolf side is stronger and that we, female hybrids, are more emotional as we do not let our vampire side rule our wolf side. Well, some of us. Some of the ladies let their vampire side take over, and they become whores. I can not blame them as we have both sides. For years my mother never had a mate, but that night with my father made me change my mind about her. I am sure werewolves can also be like vampires when they are with their real mates. I think any creature turns a little dirty if they have a mate they know is theirs. I am still not sure who my mate is, but I am now mated to someone that does not love me, and I am not sure I love them.

"Maybe, one day, I will have love and know how it feels," I think. Then I look up and see how Lilith looks at Chris, and I know she truly loves him. I look at Chris, looking at her a little annoyed, and I wonder if he deserves her.

"Chris, get out! I want to unpack," I say. I can see Lilith appreciates it. Christ walks out, looking like he is not trusting us.

"We need to get away from here," I tell her.

"I know. We need to know if they love us, Luna," Lilith says.

"They are half vampire, and you will never know what he feels for you if you are not away from him," I say.

"You are right, my Luna. I need to find out how he feels about me. We need to run away someday when they stop watching you as they will watch you for a while," Lilith says with a smile.