CASSANDRA WILLIAMS It is always the body that senses everything. The mind is just as clues as the heart. My body reacted drastically to this day, but I didn’t know what was about to happen. Even my baby was restless for no reason today. It was a sign that Lucas was coming, and he didn’t act the way I thought he was going to. He is not angry but more calm and relieved. He can’t even let go of Kristine in his arms. My baby, who has been so restless, has finally fallen asleep in her Dada’s hands. We got to his hotel suite, and all we did was talk about how I gave birth to our daughter. It is still an emotional experience to me to talk about, and I want to move on from it. I am not saying that I will forget about it, but I want to get used to living with it. It was very painful because I