I know Clay was right, he isn't supposed to see the dress, but I just wanted to spend some time with him. After all the craziness in the last few weeks, I just wanted us to be us. Like what it was like when we first started going out. I stomped around my room, trying to calm myself down but it didn’t work. Tallia came in and offered to come shopping and then the mums came in and did the same. So we, did the four of us went out and had a look at some dresses. Rose joined us as well even with her husband in tow. But when he saw no other man in the area he made his excuses and left. The guards were floating around as they always do but never getting in the way. I really need to remember their names, but then they hardly speak to me, just a few grunts and head nods is about as much commun