(Nico)
It wasn't supposed to go like this..everything has just blown up in my face and I feel like I'm going to be sick...I should've told her earlier..now the worst thought imaginable were running through her head and I f****d it up again.
I walked towards my office before sitting down at my desk and grabbing the picture of Gia. Looking down at it sadly, I couldn't help but close my eyes and wish I could take it all back..I wish I could really restart from the very beginning and do it all right..
She deserves so much better..she always has..and I keep f*****g it up somehow.
I couldn't bear seeing the pain that filled her eyes...the hurt and disgust that radiated off of her made my heart shatter into a million pieces.
I deserved it all..I was a f*****g monster for how I treated her
