Celine's p.o.v What is more painful in life? Is it knowing who the love of your life is but can't gather enough courage to let them know because of the fear of being rejected? or is it not knowing where you came from or who your mother is? or is it having an abusive father who hits you whenever he wants to? or maybe it is being forced to submit to some strong ranked warriors and please them sexually despite saving yourself for your mate or perhaps watch your only hope and bond fall for another. Or maybe being the target of everyone and putting the blame on yourself for their bad deeds just so they could spare you? To me, going through all that was painful but bearable. But what made me feel my heartache and became very sad and lonely was having my bond hurt and reject me silently, it ma

