(Jaxon)
It was dark outside and everyone was asleep except for me. I looked at Sebastian who was sleeping peacefully next to me and quietly made my way out of bed so he wouldn’t wake up, I grabbed a hoodie because it was cold outside. I took my phone up and saw that it was almost nine in the night and maybe I shouldn’t be thinking about sneaking out at this time but I wanted some fresh air. Everything that happened to me came crashing down and I really didn’t want to go back to being weak and pathetic. Even though the suicidal thoughts were still in my head, I was trying my best to get rid of them but it wasn’t working. I successfully made my way outside and started walking.
It was peaceful tonight, with stars filling the sky. After I got to a distance away from the house, I called an
