Waking up with my mate in my arms is the best thing that I've ever had to experience. The feeling is something I can't put in words. I had to pinch myself to prove that she was really in my arms every time I woke during the night. She was sleeping so peacefully and she was just as beautiful as she is even when she is awake if not more. I can't help but feel like I rushed things even though I'm happy about everything. I allowed my emotions to get the better of me and accused her of only caring about Brian. I guess a part of me was scared that eventually it would become true and I would wish I had done something about it. When she told me that she is in love with me, I lost every last bit of self-control that I had. I had waited for her to say that and when she did, I felt like something