I made sure not to talk about our mother anymore because she was clearly a sore topic between everybody and I just came back and I don't want any tension whatsoever between us.
I think everybody doesn't know how to brotch the topic about the wedding and actually make peace with the fact that I'm getting married because they pink that I'm going to leave them forever or that it will create some sort of barrier between us but I'm here to stay and nothing or anybody will keep me away from my family.
it was really nice to be surrounded by my entire family but I definitely felt a bit disappointed because l hadn't spoken to Killian.
he made a big decision on my behalf and I really don't know what he feels about it and I know he has tried to tell me that it's okay and he wants this but I still
