After my conversation nonna I don't think I'll ever look at had the same way. She looks so strong but I could see ever since I came back how shaken she is.
I followed her out as soon as she went she left. I needed to understand her or at least I needed her to understand me because she seems like the only person who does. I don't blame everyone in this house though they don't know what it feels like.
I knocked on her room but there was no answer so I decided to go in and then she was in her bed crying. I quickly moved towards and held her as she cried.
"I just want my son to wake up "she said crying and l cried with her.
"This life is hurting us, I don't wanna live like this anymore, it's taking away everything from us it's almost like it's sucking the happiness out of us. I don't want
