SARAH I can’t sleep. I toss and turn in bed, crying my eyes out at regular intervals, until it’s daylight. It burns. It really does. But I spend the most of my time telling myself it’s best for me. It’s best for all of us. This was a mistake in the first place. That one night was never meant to happen. I have too much s**t going on in my life to have feelings for three men who will never feel anything for me. I don’t hate myself that much. Do I? True to Ronan’s words, the driver is downstairs by exactly 8:30am. I am told the jet would be ready to leave by 9am, and it’s a twenty minutes drive to the airport. Malachi and Jaxon only come to my room to help me take my luggage down the stairs, to the doorstep. They don’t say a single word, and neither do I. I watch in silenc

