~MARS~ He looks tired. I believed that having Athena finally accept what is happening will make it all okay. But, it didn't really do as much as I expected it to. Yes, Lucien looks at Athena and me as if he has a rainbow in his eyes. And it's clear enough that he is happy to have Athena. Still, he looks tired and drained, and I don't like that look on him. It's as if finally having Athena means he can't have me too. But that's not true. And we both know that. At least I hope that he knows it. Nevertheless, that's how it looks especially because Athena doesn't know what is going on. I am itching for when this trip will finally be over. Not because I want to leave here but because I want Athena to finally know how it's going to work between us three. I want to reas