~Athena~ I admit it wasn’t a very nice thing to say, but I was surprised. Not angry, but unsure of how I felt. Hell, even now, I don’t understand how and why I’m taking things so well. And then there was that comment; I was talking to my boyfriend. This has nothing to do with you. Why the hell did I say that? How did I even end up saying that? There is no questioning that Noah is not a friend but something more. I... I shouldn’t have made that comment at all. I would be hurt and upset if I were in their shoes. I’m even mad at myself for saying that I said that at the moment. Still, it’s not reason enough for me to have said that. How could Noah even fake a smile after I said that? How could he even want to touch me after I made that comment? Hell, why is he even still he