~LUCIEN~ The rest of yesterday was spent reading a few books on the beach. I was missing home that bad. But being around the few people on the beach, even though they do not know me, was enough. The weather was just perfect for it too. The books did a pretty good job of keeping my mind occupied. And that was very much what I needed. Heck, I still need to keep my mind from wandering to them. Yet, sitting on my balcony, I don't feel the desire to read. I simply stare at the clouds and occasionally tune my senses to listen to what is going on down below me. The sound of cars and the sound of so many feet on the ground strangely keeps me sane. Even with all the money that I have, my life is very monotonous. I feel bored out of my mind. Still, I don't know what else to do. I pi