~ATHENA~
I want this.
Goodness, the burning desire in my chest to have both Noah and Mars is making my heartache.
I stopped lieing to myself the moment I stepped out and saw them sitting on the beach.
I have wanted to feel Noah's lips on mine for so long that it was starting to hurt.
But I just couldn't do it.
I love Mars with everything that I am, and I could never think of betraying him like that.
However, having my heart being sucked out of my chest from my mouth by Noah, strangely feels right.
I moan and wrap my arms around his neck, shut my eyes so tight that it hurts, and kiss him for dear life. All because I don't want to see the look in Mars's eyes as I do this.
He says he is okay with this.
He wouldn't lie to me, I know it. I saw it in his eyes, he was being honest.
