Amara
I can't just believe that I told him all that. I can't believe that I cried...in his arms. I didn't even cry when that happened to me. I never cry. And yet tonight, I cried in his arms. I don't know what to feel or what to think. My mind isn't working anymore. He terrified me back then, in the car. And my first instinct was to run away. As fast and far from him as I could. I was frozen as his hand glided under my skirt. I think it took me good fifteen minutes to recover from the shock.
But then I thought about it and I realized how pathetically I ruined everything and so against my instincts and my fears, I came here. To surrender myself to him and allow him to do whatever the hell he wanted to. I was scared to my bones. But I had no option. If I keep doing this, I will ruin everyt
