Please god...just, can I just disappear? I feel so crazed that I have no idea how to react. I shouldn't have agreed to this. I shouldn't have come here. No f*****g way. This... was harder than killing someone, to be honest. My entire body burned with furious mortification.
"Will you please stand up?" I begged. "It's...its...it's wrong. Please,"
"Wrong?" He chuckled, blinking up at me. "This...is perfect, sweetheart. Now, close your eyes, please. And you will want to hold onto me,"
No! No...I don't want to hold onto you, I shouted inwardly. I don't want to feel that inexplicable sensation of touching him again. I have had enough for one night. No. One century.
"What are you going to do?" I whispered.
"You will know if you can stop panicking and do as I ask," He shot back, narrowin
